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Thursday, May 29, 2008

Its wrong for mi to keep gp out till late. Wrong for not bein able to acc u wen u wan mi to. Wrong for not callin back as i promise. All I oso noe. But.. All u noe is unhappy abt mi but hav u tot of how I feel wen im back home? All i see is u playin ur game. All I hav is jus ur few mins to hav dinner wif mi every nite. All I hav is tat 2-3hrs slp wif u. Other than tat all u care is ur games. Thou I still hav my bros n parents n msn to entertain mi at home but I reali need ur attention badly lo. Its been how long since we reali had e chance to reali go shoppin? How long since we reali rest n watch dvds together? How long since I reali get a gd hug frm u? How long since u reali sit n listen to wat I reali wan n how stress I m at work thou I mite look very free to u. No matter wat i talk abt all u think is craps to u. Nvm.. Wat I can do is find Jas n Mei for shoppin, listen to my 'craps' n all.. Im not usin tis as an excuse to go out. Its jus sumtin tat I can do nw. I reali need u to jus spend sum time wif mi n not by askin mi to b home early everyday jus to watch u play games. I dun speak up does not means I like e way we r nw. Its jus tat I dunno how to speak up. U noe I'll cry if I reali talk abt our stuffs face to face. Sumtimes.. I reali dunno wats e best I can do. I reali dunno..

Sha^Sha 6:03 PM