Thursday, May 29, 2008
坐了5分钟，他终于开口了。。
他：你不觉得我们越来越不适合？？
我没回答。。。
过了2分钟。。
他：我不是在跟空气说话。。
我还是没回答。。。
再过了5分钟。。
他：你自己想一想。。我先走了。。
就这样，他头也不回的走了。。
我不是不想回答。。 我是不知道要怎么回答。。
是不适合吗？？
还是。。。
Its wrong for mi to keep gp out till late. Wrong for not bein able to acc u wen u wan mi to. Wrong for not callin back as i promise. All I oso noe. But.. All u noe is unhappy abt mi but hav u tot of how I feel wen im back home? All i see is u playin ur game. All I hav is jus ur few mins to hav dinner wif mi every nite. All I hav is tat 2-3hrs slp wif u. Other than tat all u care is ur games. Thou I still hav my bros n parents n msn to entertain mi at home but I reali need ur attention badly lo. Its been how long since we reali had e chance to reali go shoppin? How long since we reali rest n watch dvds together? How long since I reali get a gd hug frm u? How long since u reali sit n listen to wat I reali wan n how stress I m at work thou I mite look very free to u. No matter wat i talk abt all u think is craps to u. Nvm.. Wat I can do is find Jas n Mei for shoppin, listen to my 'craps' n all.. Im not usin tis as an excuse to go out. Its jus sumtin tat I can do nw. I reali need u to jus spend sum time wif mi n not by askin mi to b home early everyday jus to watch u play games. I dun speak up does not means I like e way we r nw. Its jus tat I dunno how to speak up. U noe I'll cry if I reali talk abt our stuffs face to face. Sumtimes.. I reali dunno wats e best I can do. I reali dunno..
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Yippie... Aft sooooo many yrs, finally I decided to enrol BBDC n started my 1st lesson ytd.. Hee.. E class is gd.. Lecturer oso very cute as in e way he talk la.. Esp when he talk abt Considerate n Courtesy n oso showing positive hand sign n wide smile when ppl give way to u.. Oh ya.. N 'hand sign' if ppl stop in the yellow box n obstruct ur traffic.. Haha.. Oh.. Saw SooSheng my Big Aunt's son in e class too but had no chance to talk to him cos he walk straight to e toilet aft e class.. Haha.. Cannot b ask mi wait outside for him de rite.. LOL.. So in e end I meet Jas for sum 'yellow coffee' near her hse loh.. Heehee..
Im glad tat I met up wif her ytd.. Its been a long time since we reali catch up n chat abt our stuffs.. N I made her cut her foot n my toe too.. LOL.. Clumsy mi.. In e end we chat till ard 3am+ then went back to her place n stay for e nite.. Lucky her clothes i can wear man.. LOL..
So tis morning I booked cab to work wor cos rainin quite heavy..
Board e cab only e driver keep naggin le..
Up e cab:
Uncle: Morning.. Keppel rd hor..
Mi: Morning... Ya.. Tks..
Uncle: By CTE or AYE?
Mi: AYE loh.. *tot can only go by aye*
Uncle: I tell u hor.. Outside e main rd jam leh..
Mi: Huh.. *then*
Uncle: Reali jam wor.. Took mi awhile then can turn into carpark..
Mi: I c..
Turnin out of carpark..
Uncle: See see.. Jam rite.. Think accident huh..
Mi: Oh.. Then??
Uncle: Go by AYE rite? Hmm.. Turn left or right huh..
Mi: Ehh.. Uncle.. I dun stay here leh.. Dunno turn wic way beta.. But i wanna go by AYE lo..
Uncle: Hmm.. I think i turn left go by another way..
Mi: .... *take out ear piece listen to my fm*
** Clementi ave 6 n ave 2 jam due to accident **
Uncle: Wah.. Clementi ave 6 n 2 jam leh..
Mi: Ya loh..
Uncle: Like tat how??
Mi: ..... Ehh.. Still hav to go thru ter rite?
Reachin Ave 6...
Uncle: How huh.. *turnin left approachin ave 2* We go by ave 2 k..
Mi: Ehh.. I tot oso jam?
Uncle: Ya loh.. Then u wanna go by ave 6 huh?
Mi: both way oso jam ma.. Go by 6 loh..
Uncle: I think.. Go by 2 la.. Turn towards 2..
Mi: .............................................................
In e end I had to wait for 3 traffic lights b4 I reach AYE..
Mi: *LAME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*
Funny uncle hor.. Haha..
Reach office they say Jas's top wic im wearin nw very pretty.. N I look more nu ren today.. *Hmm.. Dun I look like women everyday??* Hahahaa...
Ok.. Stop tat.. Hmm... Supposed to hav another lesson tonite de la.. But hor.. I think due to lack of slp I beta cancel it b4 I reali fall aslp in e class.. In e end Weiling called n ask to meet so I onz her loh.. Since go back oso like tat.. Dear gng back camp at 830pm wat.. Nvm.. Jus give him a call wen I reach home ba..
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Since 12th of May, ter r new abt Sze Chuan earthquake.. Im not those whom reali keep track of wats gng on in e world.. I heard abt tis news frm my family n colleagues.. Wen i reali read e newspapers i nearly cried.. Reali dun dare to reali read thru e news cos by lookin thru e pics only already makes mi feel like cryin.. E man whom escaped frm e earthquake cos he's not home at tat time n had to make up his mind on whether to saw off his wife's body to save his son who's being buried under his mother but in e end still lost both of them.. E lady whom had to saw off her own feet so as to save herself.. They reali had a strong will..
Watchin e variety show on channel 8 for e Sze Chuan donations jus nw.. Cried afew times.. Esp when i heard them sayin one of e mother died while savin her baby, a man whom had stayed strong for 76hrs under a big rock n died on his way to hospital, a boy whom had high hope tat his mum is still alive but in e end can only see his mum's body..Felt happy for e kids whom had been saved but felt sad for e kids whom got buried underneath..
We r reali very lucky tat we lived in Singapore whereby ters no such disasters.. Must reali cherish watever we hav nw..
Saturday, May 24, 2008
原来人真的会变
只是所需的时间 是长还是短而已
曾经对某些事很执着
随后也会淡然处之
曾经对某些物很重视
随后也会搁置一旁
曾经对某些人很在乎
随后也会形同陌路
珍惜当下
因为 人 真的会变
I copied tis frm Desmond Koh's blog.. Sounds true ya.. Ppl do change.. Its jus how much they would change and if they will affect e ppl ard them or not..
I changed too.. I think sumhow I do affect sum of e ppl ard mi.. I hope they uds mi.. I need to grow up too ya.. Hee ~
Exactly 1 mth more n I'll b 1 yr older.. Sumtimes i do hav e tendency to forget how old m I actually... Haha.. Lene ask mi how m I gng to cele tis yr.. I reali dunno but I do hope she's able to fly back jus for mi cos I reali miz her VERY much.. But.. Suan le la.. LOL..
