Sha*Sha

说好的幸福呢

2008-11-09T04:15:00.002+08:00

你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢

而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了

时间过了　走了爱情面临选择

你冷了　倦了　我哭了

离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着

有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了　你累了

说好的　幸福呢

我懂了　不说了

爱淡了梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不等了说好的　幸福呢

我错了　泪干了放手了　后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

怎么了　你累了

说好的　幸福呢

我懂了　不说了

爱淡了　梦远了　我都还记得

傻孩子

2008-11-09T04:03:00.002+08:00

看着你无暇的表情我猜不透真实你的心
我一直冷静却还是走不出这秘密好孤寂
我开始失去了勇气而你却好像在游戏
我假装清醒看清你的心
终于我选择了离去
你像个孩子一样的被我看穿
在你面前我试着隐瞒
所有过去全都变成伤害
我像个傻子一样的被你出卖
一字一句都要我承担
到了最后我选择分开
我开始失去了勇气而你却好像在游戏
我假装清醒看清你的心
终于我选择了离去
你像个孩子一样的被我看穿
在你面前我试着隐瞒
所有过去全都变成伤害
我像个傻子一样的被你出卖
一字一句都要我承担
到了最后我选择分开
你像个孩子一样的被我看穿
在你面前我试着隐瞒
所有过去全都变成伤害
我像个傻子一样的被你出卖
一字一句都要我承担
到了最後我选择分开

猜不透

2008-11-09T04:00:00.002+08:00

猜不透你最近是好是坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
但是他为彼此的戏上了锁
猜不透相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸是真的是热的
如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
到底这感觉谁对谁错我已经不想追求
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

我可以忍受

2008-11-09T03:47:00.004+08:00

我可以忍受你不够爱我我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
爱着你是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你是我体谅的爱别当作应该
我可以忍受你不够爱我我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
爱着你是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你是我体谅的爱别当作应该
我可以忍受你不够爱我我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多是她拥有我该得到的温柔
No.No.No 不要说对不起原来你要的不是我
不要说谢谢你什么你永远在我心中
can u tell me why
这样的我你也曾爱过不是吗
我可以忍受你不够爱我我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
是她拥有我没看过的笑容

22102008

2008-10-22T12:22:00.001+08:00

He's not home when it strikes 12.....

越爱越难过

2008-07-17T23:58:00.003+08:00

吴克群 - 越爱越难过

说说你为什么
为什么要走说你为何要分手
别拖求你别软弱
求你说出口分手的理由
但你却拖拖拖拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖拖拖大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚一句话就够
如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
多么痛多么的难过别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do Do Do Re Mi Do

说说你为什么
为什么要走说你为何要分手
别拖求你别软弱
求你说出口分手的理由
但你还拖拖拖拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖拖拖大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚一句话就够
如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
多么痛多么的难过别越爱越难过
然后连话都不说继续沉默
连朋友都没得作为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧坏人我来做
如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚一句话就够
如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
多么痛多么的难过别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do Do Do Re Mi Do

17072008

2008-07-17T23:41:00.002+08:00

Boy n Gal ended their story peacefully.. Everytin jus happen coincidentally n its like De Javu.. Cos things jus happen to them again.. But for nw.. Things r diff.. Gal takin up all her courage n voice out to Boy.. N both o them agreed to leave each other for nw.. Mayb tat will b e best for both of them..

Boy worried will regret in future n wont get e chance to b wif Gal ever again.. Gal met all his expectations for a wife but it seems tat Boy's expectations r too high for e Gal to compromse.. Mayb.. Gal shd reali go n think abt it..

Gal wished Boy will hav his happiness aft leavin her but still will worried for him..

Boy decided to move out once e found a job.. While Gal dun wish him to.. Gal's parents will miss him alot too..

But well.. Ters no choice if not both wont bable to start their new chapter..

Aft pourin out watever's in their heart till 3am.. Boy n Gal hugged each other to slp..

Things always happen for a reason.. Cherish whoever wif u nw.. Once u lost it.. U will regret it forever..

* Things are gettin complicated *

2008-06-10T01:43:00.001+08:00

One Sunday, e gal n guy went for hair cuttin together.. Aft everytin they went back home together..

Guy: So wat u wanna talk abt?

Gal: ...

Guy: Say la.. Wat u wanna talk abt ?

Gal: Things abt us..

Guy: Ok.. Wats ter to say abt us?

Gal: ...

Guy is givin attitute to e gal even b4 she started to voice out.

They found a quiet place under e gal's hse n chat.. Then guy start to ask e gal wat she wanna talk abt again.. Finally.. Gal open up watever's hidin in her.. Everytin everytin.. E guy too open up wat he wanna say.. He cant stand e gal keep gng out.. N cant even keep him company even thou he need to go back camp early for 2 weeks.. Aft all e commotion for almost half n hr.. Guy voiced out to break off.. Gal is so upset tat jus cos he cant stand her could not acc him n wanna break off.. Then finally told him how she reali felt wen he dun wanna listen to her more than her family n frens..

Till nw.. E gal dun even noe if they r together even thou they still stay together n go out together like couple.. Things r jus gettin complicated once again..

* Finally had e courage *

2008-06-07T16:12:00.001+08:00

After few days.. Gal decided its time to cum clear to their r/s instead of keep havin cold war.. So she sms tat guy..

Gal: Can we hav a talk tmr? (2.52am)

Guy: I hav been waitin, wat time (4.16am)

Gal: Nite time? I need to go back office tmr. (4.17am)

Guy: Nite wat time (4.18am)

Gal: I dunno.. U be gng out? (4.19am)

Guy: Aft work u come mah hse then tok (4.20am)

Gal: U wanna talk ter? (4.20am)

Guy: Can go downstairs or watever (4.21am)

Gal: U b cumin home later? (4.22am)

Guy: Y (4.22am)

Gal: Feel like huggin u to slp.. (4.23am)

E gal waited till she fall aslp.. Next day, e guy still not home.. Did tat guy reali make up his mind of leavin? Or waitin for e gal to open up?

To be continued ..............................................................................

* 王若琳 - Let's Start From Here *

2008-06-05T15:16:00.002+08:00

王若琳 - Let's Start From Here

Giving up, why should I
we've come to far to forget
we're beautiful, we just got lost
somewhere along the way
so much was missing when you went away
Let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here
standing here face to face
a finger on your lips
don't say a word don't make a sound
silence surrounds us now
even when you were gone
I felt you everywhere
Let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here
Let's start from here
I've never been the one to open up
but you've always been the voice within
the only warmth from my cold heart
Let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises
Let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds
we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here
Let's start from here
Let's start from here
Let's start from here

* 爱得太傻 *

2008-05-29T21:51:00.001+08:00

坐了5分钟，他终于开口了。。

他：你不觉得我们越来越不适合？？

我没回答。。。

过了2分钟。。

他：我不是在跟空气说话。。

我还是没回答。。。

再过了5分钟。。

他：你自己想一想。。我先走了。。

就这样，他头也不回的走了。。

我不是不想回答。。我是不知道要怎么回答。。

是不适合吗？？

还是。。。

* ... *

2008-05-29T18:03:00.002+08:00

Its wrong for mi to keep gp out till late. Wrong for not bein able to acc u wen u wan mi to. Wrong for not callin back as i promise. All I oso noe. But.. All u noe is unhappy abt mi but hav u tot of how I feel wen im back home? All i see is u playin ur game. All I hav is jus ur few mins to hav dinner wif mi every nite. All I hav is tat 2-3hrs slp wif u. Other than tat all u care is ur games. Thou I still hav my bros n parents n msn to entertain mi at home but I reali need ur attention badly lo. Its been how long since we reali had e chance to reali go shoppin? How long since we reali rest n watch dvds together? How long since I reali get a gd hug frm u? How long since u reali sit n listen to wat I reali wan n how stress I m at work thou I mite look very free to u. No matter wat i talk abt all u think is craps to u. Nvm.. Wat I can do is find Jas n Mei for shoppin, listen to my 'craps' n all.. Im not usin tis as an excuse to go out. Its jus sumtin tat I can do nw. I reali need u to jus spend sum time wif mi n not by askin mi to b home early everyday jus to watch u play games. I dun speak up does not means I like e way we r nw. Its jus tat I dunno how to speak up. U noe I'll cry if I reali talk abt our stuffs face to face. Sumtimes.. I reali dunno wats e best I can do. I reali dunno..

* Next *

2008-05-28T14:47:00.000+08:00

Yippie... Aft sooooo many yrs, finally I decided to enrol BBDC n started my 1st lesson ytd.. Hee.. E class is gd.. Lecturer oso very cute as in e way he talk la.. Esp when he talk abt Considerate n Courtesy n oso showing positive hand sign n wide smile when ppl give way to u.. Oh ya.. N 'hand sign' if ppl stop in the yellow box n obstruct ur traffic.. Haha.. Oh.. Saw SooSheng my Big Aunt's son in e class too but had no chance to talk to him cos he walk straight to e toilet aft e class.. Haha.. Cannot b ask mi wait outside for him de rite.. LOL.. So in e end I meet Jas for sum 'yellow coffee' near her hse loh.. Heehee..

Im glad tat I met up wif her ytd.. Its been a long time since we reali catch up n chat abt our stuffs.. N I made her cut her foot n my toe too.. LOL.. Clumsy mi.. In e end we chat till ard 3am+ then went back to her place n stay for e nite.. Lucky her clothes i can wear man.. LOL..

So tis morning I booked cab to work wor cos rainin quite heavy..
Board e cab only e driver keep naggin le..

Up e cab:
Uncle: Morning.. Keppel rd hor..
Mi: Morning... Ya.. Tks..
Uncle: By CTE or AYE?
Mi: AYE loh.. *tot can only go by aye*
Uncle: I tell u hor.. Outside e main rd jam leh..
Mi: Huh.. *then*
Uncle: Reali jam wor.. Took mi awhile then can turn into carpark..
Mi: I c..
Turnin out of carpark..
Uncle: See see.. Jam rite.. Think accident huh..
Mi: Oh.. Then??
Uncle: Go by AYE rite? Hmm.. Turn left or right huh..
Mi: Ehh.. Uncle.. I dun stay here leh.. Dunno turn wic way beta.. But i wanna go by AYE lo..
Uncle: Hmm.. I think i turn left go by another way..
Mi: .... *take out ear piece listen to my fm*
** Clementi ave 6 n ave 2 jam due to accident **
Uncle: Wah.. Clementi ave 6 n 2 jam leh..
Mi: Ya loh..
Uncle: Like tat how??
Mi: ..... Ehh.. Still hav to go thru ter rite?
Reachin Ave 6...
Uncle: How huh.. *turnin left approachin ave 2* We go by ave 2 k..
Mi: Ehh.. I tot oso jam?
Uncle: Ya loh.. Then u wanna go by ave 6 huh?
Mi: both way oso jam ma.. Go by 6 loh..
Uncle: I think.. Go by 2 la.. Turn towards 2..
Mi: .............................................................
In e end I had to wait for 3 traffic lights b4 I reach AYE..
Mi: *LAME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*

Funny uncle hor.. Haha..

Reach office they say Jas's top wic im wearin nw very pretty.. N I look more nu ren today.. *Hmm.. Dun I look like women everyday??* Hahahaa...

Ok.. Stop tat.. Hmm... Supposed to hav another lesson tonite de la.. But hor.. I think due to lack of slp I beta cancel it b4 I reali fall aslp in e class.. In e end Weiling called n ask to meet so I onz her loh.. Since go back oso like tat.. Dear gng back camp at 830pm wat.. Nvm.. Jus give him a call wen I reach home ba..

* Sze Chuan Earthquake *

2008-05-25T21:01:00.003+08:00

Since 12th of May, ter r new abt Sze Chuan earthquake.. Im not those whom reali keep track of wats gng on in e world.. I heard abt tis news frm my family n colleagues.. Wen i reali read e newspapers i nearly cried.. Reali dun dare to reali read thru e news cos by lookin thru e pics only already makes mi feel like cryin.. E man whom escaped frm e earthquake cos he's not home at tat time n had to make up his mind on whether to saw off his wife's body to save his son who's being buried under his mother but in e end still lost both of them.. E lady whom had to saw off her own feet so as to save herself.. They reali had a strong will..

Watchin e variety show on channel 8 for e Sze Chuan donations jus nw.. Cried afew times.. Esp when i heard them sayin one of e mother died while savin her baby, a man whom had stayed strong for 76hrs under a big rock n died on his way to hospital, a boy whom had high hope tat his mum is still alive but in e end can only see his mum's body..Felt happy for e kids whom had been saved but felt sad for e kids whom got buried underneath..

We r reali very lucky tat we lived in Singapore whereby ters no such disasters.. Must reali cherish watever we hav nw..

* 原来人真的会变 *

2008-05-24T03:24:00.001+08:00

原来人真的会变
只是所需的时间是长还是短而已

曾经对某些事很执着
随后也会淡然处之

曾经对某些物很重视
随后也会搁置一旁

曾经对某些人很在乎
随后也会形同陌路

珍惜当下
因为人真的会变

I copied tis frm Desmond Koh's blog.. Sounds true ya.. Ppl do change.. Its jus how much they would change and if they will affect e ppl ard them or not..

I changed too.. I think sumhow I do affect sum of e ppl ard mi.. I hope they uds mi.. I need to grow up too ya.. Hee ~

Exactly 1 mth more n I'll b 1 yr older.. Sumtimes i do hav e tendency to forget how old m I actually... Haha.. Lene ask mi how m I gng to cele tis yr.. I reali dunno but I do hope she's able to fly back jus for mi cos I reali miz her VERY much.. But.. Suan le la.. LOL..

* Stressed up *

2008-01-14T17:43:00.001+08:00

Feelin stressed up..

For EVERYTHING ard mi..

Haiz......

* Boring *

2007-11-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

Life's gettin bored.. All Im doin nw is work n work n work.. No time to play.. Nowhere to play too.. Sianz...

* That's When I Love You *

2007-11-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you, I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you, I love you, endlessly
And when you're mad cause you lost the game
Forget i'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
That's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love,
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you when I love you
no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie made you cry
That's when I love you, I love you
A little more each time
And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you, I love you,
More than you know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you I love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
That's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you, when I love you
no matter what

ooohhh! oooooohh!

That's when I love you when nothing baby
Nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
Yhat's when I love you when I love you
No matter what

ooooooohhhh ooooooooooh!

No matter what

* 傻傻的勇气 *

2007-11-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

最猛的是我有傻傻的勇气
如果没有奇迹我创造一个给你
好的坏的都是我的要撑到底
你让我相信我可以
梦想紧紧握在手中
人就能自信满满的向前走
希望收藏在胸口
心就学会要说NO拒绝脆弱
因为你在我的左右
因为心中有彩虹
伤痛让我开始不同
我哭过更加成熟决心已启动
曾经受伤的我以为世界只剩寂寞
是你找回我笑容
你的温柔陪我
坚持到最后

* Back to work *

2007-11-14T12:35:00.000+08:00

Aft 2 days of MC.. FInally im back to work today..

Sianz.. Reach work only tis mistakes tat mistakes..

Think I'll b e 2nd one to b scolded by my boss sia..

Haiz..

To be continued..........

Time: 7.25pm
Finally finished part of my stuffs.. M gng home nw.. Soooooooooo TIred.......

*Yawnz*

* Tag mi.. Tag mi.. *

2007-11-13T01:57:00.000+08:00

Tks ah bi for helpin mi wif my cbox.. Finally a cbox to tag le.. LOL..

* Newbie in bloggin *

2007-11-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

1st.. I wanna thank ah bi for helpin n teachin mi how to edit my blog.. Im jus a noobie in here.. Without u I reali dunno how to start.. LOL.. Tks alot..

So.. Here cums my bloggin..

Ytd was my nephew Jonus's Full Mth.. Promised to reached Cousin Vivian's hse at 6pm de cos buffet start at 5pm.. Who noes tks to my Dear.. He woke up at 4pm+.. Waited for him to finished his games n cut his hair.. We reached ter at 7pm.. Stayed for 15mins only we got to go cos need to go Raffle Marina Club to attend Uncle Kumar daughter's wedding dinner.. So e whole evenin was like rushin here n ter lo.. Hmm.. E dinner was great.. Its like a buffet style n e food was nice too..

Aft dinner, we went St James to meet Lene & Mei.. Dear dear dun wanna join us de.. But cos if he dun go means i cant go wif them too.. So Dear join us lo.. LOL.. Till ard 2am.. Lene say she needs to go MOS n fetch Nils so Mei went off wif her too.. N Dear said he wanna go home n rest too.. So we went home aft tat lo.. Who noes reach home le Mei called n said they went back to Boiler again cos MOS was bored.. LOL..

Today leh.. Woke up at 1pm.. Start prep to go Orchard n meet Shufen, Ziwei, Tian & Xinfang. Went Wheelock N.Y.D.C for our brunch.. Had an enjoyable chat till 5pm.. All had sumtin on so we jus end our day lo.. Shufen b gng back Perth to work but will b back b4 CNY.. Shall meet up wif her again when she's back next yr la.. Hee..

Bought Mac for Dear & Sheng.. Both of them playin Winning Eleven nw.. Shoutin like mad sia.. Cannot tahan tis 2 old kids.. LOL..

Gonna log off le.. Oso dunno wat to blog liaoz..

Tmr is another hectic day.. Hope tat i will pass e time faster.. LOL..

Nitez all.. =D

1st blog ~

2007-11-08T18:34:00.000+08:00

Happy Dewali to all ppls out ter.. Tis is my 1st blog here.. Oso dunno wat to blog.. LOL.. Will think of more then cum back again la.. =D